i don't know what to do, I'm so tired:(

At this day and month, i have a feeling that I'm so tired loving those people who wouldn't appreciate me at all. I'm so tired insisting myself to those people that doesn't like me at all. Like my "SPECIAL SOMEONE"... after all those happiness and memories that happened in our life, the result at the last is BREAK UP! ..it will not be forever anymore.. How i wish that someday, i can find the true meaning of LOVE and i can find a true person that will love me. LOVE me at my best and even at my worst

I've been HURT by someone i LOVE :'(

How can I start this bLog??!.. i've been hurt by someone i love.. mahaL nah mahaL kuh xa.. but di nia naappreciate lahat2 ng gnwa kuh para sa knya.. I'm soo very furious with mah self.. hnyaan kuh lng nah saktan nya aku.. haay!.. well, dis is lyf.. All people will hurt because of the word LOVE!.. And as long as i feeL the LOVE der wiLL aLways be PAIN in my heart!